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Old Dec 2, 2019, 09:04 PM   #1
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Sup gays,

Thought I'd post an update to my situation that's been going on over the past year. Didn't want to Hijack Higgy's Trolling For Crazy thread.

As many of you know I got involved with a psycho at work, which was a huge mistake. This in turn led to a massive amount of Drama.

Since June things got a lot worse. I lost a lot of friends and respect for the people at work. She involved everyone at the shop, which led to a lot of people showing their true colors. The owner really turned on me, everyone here has heard the stories over the years but this is a new level of hate. And like I've said I've resorted to recording conversations and yes I do have a GoPro setup at work now because of the intimidation and bullying that goes on at the shop. The owners wife knows about it as I've been now discussing it with her. The owner has mellowed out because he was caught verbally beating me down on the GoPro. He is now going to courses to control it but things at the shop were downright horrible.

In July I met someone, my neighbor. Extremely beautiful and it happened on the July long weekend. She had lost her dog back in February same time that the psycho at work started in on me. He dog was like her son, being the lonely person that she was she lost her dog to cancer and it destroyed her. But I helped her through it. In July we started dating and things were good. But I always had that feeling in the back of my mind that something was up. How could someone as Fugly as me end up with someone as smoking hawt as her? More on this later.

I've worked things out with my family, gave them an ultimatum that they either work as a team to achieve our goals or everyone goes their separate ways. I've now purchased a new house for everyone, 3500 SqFT home in Webber Greens. With a separate entrance for a basement suite for me. Its sound proofed so I don't have to hear ****. Everyone will split the cost of the house and bills. And things are looking up in that regard.

Back in October things hit bottom, after losing more family members to cancer and things getting pretty bad at work. I decided to take some advice and see a professional. A councilor at my family doctor, I started taking some medication to help. Now its not uppers and downers but its something to help with being able to deal with situations. The best way I can describe this is the movie/TV show Limitless. That's how I feel when I take it. At the same time that I started seeing this professional I got really sick. People at work couldn't believe how sick I was. Things got progressively worse where I would be getting massive headaches and bleeding noses. For the last month I've been for 4 MRI's, last one being last week. I was diagnosed with Hydrocephalus, which I still think is bullshit because the symptoms I have do not match what the "disease" is. Basically its a buildup of fluid in the brain. It typically occurs in infants and people 60 years of age or older. But it does occur in other age groups although rare. They weren't sure if it was over production of CSF or not draining properly. My condition is not serious...... yet.... And I don't know if it will get worse. I started with a chiropractor and a massage at my doctors request to hopefully unblock or help the fluid draing. The chiropractor helped for 30 minutes as the pain went away. After 30 minutes the pain came back like a mother ****er. I've been for 3 massages, each time getting extremely nauseous after each but the pain remains. I've been on Tylenol 4 which does nothing. Even to the point I was given sleeping pills to help me sleep but again they do noting. I am lucky to get an 3 hours a night right now. My family and my GF found out 2 weeks ago right before my GF decided to disappear for 4 months on me....

Back on November 20th she left for the UK. She had told me and her mom that she was going away for 2 weeks to see a friend in the UK. As I said in Higgy's thread she let us know that she'd be going away now for 4 months and that she was staying with a guy she met only a year ago.... You know how I felt about this. So I broke up with her. She obviously didn't get the clue as she called me last night, told me she's ok and misses me and and she loves me so I hung up on her.

I'm not an asshole ( maybe to people on this forum ). But everyone tells me that I'm a gentleman, that I'd give the shirt off my back to help somone etc etc. But **** me, how much worse can my life get? I went for another MRI last week and another blood test, even had a physical. My blood pressure is fine, my cholestorol is fine, my heart rate is fine. My blood test shows high white cell count that I am fighting off something. Haven't heard back from the MRI yet last week and I have yet another appointment for the Hydrocephalus on Thursday...
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Old Dec 2, 2019, 09:25 PM   #2
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Woah dude. Wish you best of luck and health. Take it easy.
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Old Dec 2, 2019, 09:49 PM   #3
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**** the women, but man I hope they find out what's up with your health. My Aunt went from good to go to in the ICU for two weeks after she had a massive seizure. She has brain tumors, and the surgery that was suppose to be simple, has really screwed her up. Hope to God your's is nothing like that man.
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Hook up with the councilor! I bet she's super hawt!

Good luck with your health stuff. Nothing's right when your health is bad.
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Goddamn dude. Hope you get a better decade starting next year. The last one has been ****.
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Its just been getting worse and worse. 2 months ago when I started to get the headaches and the nose bleeds started shortly after I thought hmmmm something is wrong. I have some options for treatment if things get worse.

Chiropractor / Massage which I've already tried.

Over production of CFS can be managed by medication.

If its not over production and its a draining problem I have 2 options. First is they can go in and unclog if its blocked. Which would be awesome but knowing my luck its option number 2. They put a stent in to the brain down to either the chest cavity or abdomen. From what I've been told this may require surgeries over my life to re-adjust the stent over time. And can have other complications.

This coupled with the depression and anxiety brought on by being involved with someone who I thought was my friend, people turning on me who I thought were friends and losing family members again has really taken its toll. I even found out recently that the psycho from work not only was dating the child molester that we hired and fired but she also was sleeping with a sales rep from a company that buys from us. Turns out it ended badly and she started calling the company he works for telling anyone that he sexually assaulted her. He came in yelling at the owner about her. And he's also filed a police report against her. Yet she still kept her job. Now she banging a guy that works downstairs in another shop in the building. The guy is not allowed upstairs in our shop and she's not allowed downstairs in their shop because of **** they've pulled. So they go out in to the parking lot and makeout during work hours.... Thank God I didn't go any further with her then I did....

I just don't know though anymore, can't seem to catch a break and when I do I have to question it.
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Don't mean to hijack the thread but you know allll about my story... Makes these look tame lol.
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Sup gays,

Thought I'd post an update to my situation that's been going on over the past year. Didn't want to Hijack Higgy's Trolling For Crazy thread.

As many of you know I got involved with a psycho at work, which was a huge mistake. This in turn led to a massive amount of Drama.

Since June things got a lot worse. I lost a lot of friends and respect for the people at work. She involved everyone at the shop, which led to a lot of people showing their true colors. The owner really turned on me, everyone here has heard the stories over the years but this is a new level of hate. And like I've said I've resorted to recording conversations and yes I do have a GoPro setup at work now because of the intimidation and bullying that goes on at the shop. The owners wife knows about it as I've been now discussing it with her. The owner has mellowed out because he was caught verbally beating me down on the GoPro. He is now going to courses to control it but things at the shop were downright horrible.

In July I met someone, my neighbor. Extremely beautiful and it happened on the July long weekend. She had lost her dog back in February same time that the psycho at work started in on me. He dog was like her son, being the lonely person that she was she lost her dog to cancer and it destroyed her. But I helped her through it. In July we started dating and things were good. But I always had that feeling in the back of my mind that something was up. How could someone as Fugly as me end up with someone as smoking hawt as her? More on this later.

I've worked things out with my family, gave them an ultimatum that they either work as a team to achieve our goals or everyone goes their separate ways. I've now purchased a new house for everyone, 3500 SqFT home in Webber Greens. With a separate entrance for a basement suite for me. Its sound proofed so I don't have to hear ****. Everyone will split the cost of the house and bills. And things are looking up in that regard.

Back in October things hit bottom, after losing more family members to cancer and things getting pretty bad at work. I decided to take some advice and see a professional. A councilor at my family doctor, I started taking some medication to help. Now its not uppers and downers but its something to help with being able to deal with situations. The best way I can describe this is the movie/TV show Limitless. That's how I feel when I take it. At the same time that I started seeing this professional I got really sick. People at work couldn't believe how sick I was. Things got progressively worse where I would be getting massive headaches and bleeding noses. For the last month I've been for 4 MRI's, last one being last week. I was diagnosed with Hydrocephalus, which I still think is bullshit because the symptoms I have do not match what the "disease" is. Basically its a buildup of fluid in the brain. It typically occurs in infants and people 60 years of age or older. But it does occur in other age groups although rare. They weren't sure if it was over production of CSF or not draining properly. My condition is not serious...... yet.... And I don't know if it will get worse. I started with a chiropractor and a massage at my doctors request to hopefully unblock or help the fluid draing. The chiropractor helped for 30 minutes as the pain went away. After 30 minutes the pain came back like a mother ****er. I've been for 3 massages, each time getting extremely nauseous after each but the pain remains. I've been on Tylenol 4 which does nothing. Even to the point I was given sleeping pills to help me sleep but again they do noting. I am lucky to get an 3 hours a night right now. My family and my GF found out 2 weeks ago right before my GF decided to disappear for 4 months on me....

Back on November 20th she left for the UK. She had told me and her mom that she was going away for 2 weeks to see a friend in the UK. As I said in Higgy's thread she let us know that she'd be going away now for 4 months and that she was staying with a guy she met only a year ago.... You know how I felt about this. So I broke up with her. She obviously didn't get the clue as she called me last night, told me she's ok and misses me and and she loves me so I hung up on her.

I'm not an asshole ( maybe to people on this forum ). But everyone tells me that I'm a gentleman, that I'd give the shirt off my back to help somone etc etc. But **** me, how much worse can my life get? I went for another MRI last week and another blood test, even had a physical. My blood pressure is fine, my cholestorol is fine, my heart rate is fine. My blood test shows high white cell count that I am fighting off something. Haven't heard back from the MRI yet last week and I have yet another appointment for the Hydrocephalus on Thursday...

I'm no expert, but from what I've read high white blood cell count with no obvious infection usually indicates cancer... Hope that is not the case for you!

As for your job situation the solution is simple; FIND-ANOTHER-JOB. I was in a very toxic work environment like you were (though in my case it was the boss himself, not the workers but wow...this asshole was something else) and I finally had enough after 5 years and have moved on to a completely different job and it is far more manageable here. The hilarious part of it all was he panicked when I put in my two weeks and even tried to bribe me to stay by offering me $1000 bonus . No, my sanity is worth much more than that sorry.

My new boss is fantastic and understanding and I can actually talk to him. I also don't have to deal with warehouse bullshit anymore and that's a plus as I'm now in full IT instead of just partial. Anyways, find another place to work at least for your mental sanity and things will improve quite rapidly in that regard.

As for the woman...yeah she's damaged goods, obviously untrustworthy and probably being plowed while telling you she still loves you. Yeah she's full of **** but you at least already know that.
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