Aw man, take a break if needed and come back. All you did was express your thoughts on a subject that has no winners.
Plus you shared some of your own struggles and, well, I feel like I know you just a little bit better now.
That said, we're complete strangers, but if you would like to chat off the main forum I'm (as well as many others here) are always available.
Take care of yourself and I do hope you reconsider.